Life as I know it

ron-guyatt:

Little Sister Photo & Editing by Ron Guyatt 
Model -  Gabby Darienzo 
Art Direction -  Indy Lytle 

ron-guyatt:

Little Sister Photo & Editing by Ron Guyatt 

Model -  Gabby Darienzo 

Art Direction -  Indy Lytle 

(via lucerovespertino)

“When a person cries and the first drop of tears come from the right eye, it’s from happiness. But when the first roll is from the left, it is pain.”
Love is BLIND…?

Is that phrase even true?

That love is blind?

What does it even mean?

It means that if you love someone you are blinded by that love that nothing else matters. Or so that how I take it.

That if you love me why then do things matter such as looks?

If you know I’m beautiful on the inside why then must I have to look it on the outside just to get positive attention from you?

Why is it that I can’t look beautiful in a pair of sweatpants and your over sized shirt to you when I feel absolutely content with it?

Why can’t you be blinded by love like I am?

there are plenty of things that I don’t pay attention to about you because i know deep down you are an amazing person who loves me. I just wish you would love me like I am. I work on it everyday. Hearing you in the back of my mind saying thing, “bribing” me with the one thing I want most in my life, and so I try to work hard and be the best for you. Just do me on favor, put yourself in my shoes and work for me. 

Why can’t you be blinded by your love for me?

I wish

I wish you could see how much it hurts me when you say things like you do. I wish you could hear the things I hear in my head when you say that hes not good enough. I wish you would just leave me alone about this topic. Why can’t we go back to just being friends? Where we can just vent to each other without the comments on how my boyfriend is no good? Where I can just come to you and let out my frustration instead of get a lecture like you are my mother or something. That’s why IDON’T go to my mother. I DON’T wish for a lecture. Just a friend who will tell me I’m right when my bf and I argue. I wish I could tell you these things, but I don’t think I can. I wish I could just prove to you that he IS a great guy and that the parts you hear are the things I need to vent about. He DOES treat me right because you KNOW if he didn’t I would kick his butt. I’m not stupid. I know how to handle myself. All I am asking is that I don’t have to pick between the guy I want to marry one day and my best friend in the world. Because I hate to say it but I just may pick him.

Okay…?

I guess I am learning to be okay with the fact that we don’t talk as much as we used to or the fact that school IS WAAAAAAAAAAAAY more important than feelings. I mean sure the grades you get in college WILL follow you around forever and the mood someone is in wont, but what if that mood that I am in leads to a life changing decision? What if that mood I’m in leads me to think irrationally and I make a mistake? A mistake that costs me OUR future together? Then what? I guess you are going to have to be okay too. Just go along with your life like I am and have been and probablystill will have to. I guess I just wish I could speed ahead to the future. To OUR future and see how we really did turn out. To see if my mood or your decision changed us. To see if we really did have that wedding we wanted, or if we were the role models for our family we desire to be one day.  I guess we will all have to be okay…

“…levels of serotonin in couples who are madly in love are comparable to people suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder. So, also as long suspected, love is an obsession.”
Why Do We Fall In Love? (via amandarae)

(via amandarae)